moody in tuition

今天真的被骂得好惨....
我真的有那么烂吗...
我已经很努力很努力
你却说我没有努力
还把我说得一文不值




我就是这样
表面上
不喜欢说话
不喜欢跟不熟的人笑
其实我很想跟别人很好
我想变成很厉害social的那种人
但是我做不到
我真的不喜欢打交道
所以朋友少
做什么事都很难


我不喜欢狡辩
我不喜欢解释
我不像那些人被说了过后
还辩护自己
我很少为自己说话
我觉得那没有必要
可是似乎就会输了一些

又是一天

心好痛...

因为你

又放空了一整天

为什么要一下冷淡一下热情

这样的你让我觉得   好不安

没有那所谓的安全感

你忙  我懂

可是太过分了吧？

电脑真的比我重要吗？...

好想...好想

学会不在乎

学会不生气

学会不去理会

可是

我做不到

那是因为

我很在乎你

很爱   很爱  

你

FB s**k

what wrong with the programming ?
FB really get on my nerve !!!
upload picture slow , comment slow , even i want to click the page ! also SLOW!
~.~ got others website or not ?
i dunwant to play FB dy T^T
i would crazy wif the speed !

Nothing gonna change

If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh, so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong 

Our dreams are young and we both know
They'll take us where we want to go
Hold me now, touch me now
I don't want to live without you. 

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You oughta know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love. 

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through but nothing's gonna change my
love for you. 

If the road ahead is not so easy
Our love will lead the way for us like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are. 

So come with me and share this view
I'll help you see forever too
Hold me now, touch me now
I don't want to live without you. 

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through but nothing's gonna change my
love for you. 
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You oughta know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love. 

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through but nothing's gonna change my
love for you. 
what a nice song :) 
If i can sing , i will  sing for you <3
want to go for restaurant to eat crab now XD bye 

A new BLOG again >.<'''

I remove again the previous post..XD
Things of the past just let them go..
I found I was naived before that
always emoing and despairing to do anything
I cant just continue like that now as Form 5 will be a crucial year for me


Because of my family financial problems
i think i must study hard and make an all-out effort to achieve my aims
although there is hard and toil
if not i think i maybe could not pursue my study in a high expense university
arghh....but is really a hard thing for me now to get the levels i needed
my memory is limited and always forgetting what i am studying
I have to expense double hours than others to memory something
how to kick off this bad habit !!??
how to study smartly and effiently ?
I really had tried my best la !!!


And I am perplexed of my future
the things i want to do do not relate ANY ! with my study now
now I am in science stream


Today TA said discrepancy in English
I always wrong in vocabulary and the most VITAL !!
my essay is lack of idea , hence it is unattractive


Very disturbing , my card reader is broken now
cant upload my photos
I want upload new photos lah !!

thousands of people were feared dead yesterday after a tsunami triggered by one of the biggest earthquakes in history hit Japan!!
The damage of our mother earth is at an alarming rate !! hahaha

although everyone is fear and scare of the end of the world 

but i think that is interesting >.<""

Why ? because I think it is rare for everyone to experience to it ~.~ hehe

Day after tomorrow i will go for GENTING
with my little vinn vinn ♥
hehe >.< I am over the moon now




ok , the end of the day NITE ♥