《非常完美》

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这是一个相亲的中国节目
很有新鲜感 所以也造成越来越多这类似的节目了
看着这段告白，再看看评论上网民们的祝福
我竟然觉得很不真实，我不相信一见钟情
更不相信这种童话
她凭着微博的关注就爱上他了，她说她喜欢他的生活态度
这样你就了解他了吗？你爱上的只不过是外壳而已
打个比方，我就是这种人，我不会在面子书让大众看见我悲的一面
常常关注我的人肯定会觉得，我是个很开朗的女生，
常常参加活动，生活充满着活力
其实，内心的软弱和悲伤只有真正的那几个朋友知道。

但换了个角度来想，我又不得不佩服这女生
她很勇敢，她在感情上下了很大的赌注
这次成功了并不代表以后走得下去
还是祝福你。
视频的最后有人说了一句：跟着心走，别跟着脑子走
心中麻麻的，现实的残酷让我理性往往就会超过感性

回家无聊之post

你可以发现我最近都没在写部落格没在emo

因为我都偷偷写在档案里自己留着自己看。

我不习惯给别人看我的心情因为我曾经被指导过必须做个加分女孩，

emo个乱七八糟一天发十几个伤心状态的facebooker很令人反感。

我希望做个正能量传播者所以通常只放开心搞笑的事，

不开心的就尽量和好朋友还是亲近的人说。

不过有时候太深入的事无人能分享就只好自己收起来，

长大了本来就会有一些不愿意被坑出来的秘密。

想为自己写写心情，抒发当时的凄凉伤感，

有时候才写了几个字就会忍不住删去，因为害怕继续联想下去会更容易感到不愉快。

我绝对不会写关于我情感的事因为我不会让你知道我当时的感觉，因为你的事而开心？犯贱？流泪？感动？我就是要让你猜不透。

就因为不继续联想，所以很多事都可以保持乐观的态度面对
有时候被人们劝得对那件事要放弃的时候，
又会不小心被一些激励短片点醒，不知道是好事还是坏事
正面的就是你一直会继续为那件事努力，坏事是指你对那件不可能的事执着不放。

新学期新生营完了这个sem拿了两个挑战的课也有些该突破自己的工作，加油吧黄佩铃！！！always ready!!!

Fool

Some people live for love, some people live for the fame and power, some people live just to play the game.

No matter how you regard your life, it's yours.

Stupid girl, stop your idiot acting and face the realistic.

It's a shame if you keep fool yourself and bury what you actually know.

See, what're the replies you get today.

What's the position of you in her/his heart? NOTHING.

So, what's your reaction? Are you fool?

You are deserved that how you have been treated by his/her today.

LOVE, FRIENDSHIP, FAMILY, you're betrayer and loser.

You are just a toy, being played by others, and still, you are willing to.

Hell ya.

Today was the first time we went to grandfather's grave (mum's father),

It's on the slope and I almost fell because of my torn shoes.

Due to the Chinese culture, we ought to burn heaven-used money to our ancestor. Other than money, we also burn two cars for grandfather, there are WISH and BM. I saw some of my friends even burn some advanced products for their ancestors such as Iphones and Ipad. Hmm.. how they know how to use?

Me and he

A fairy tale I created to write in a part of my novel 。。

long long time ago。。。

I can't say what is that feeling but I'm sure that I don't really like this feeling.

From the first time I saw you in the ball and you are the one who caught my attention.

YES, you are such a charming people for me and now, still same to me.

You are handsome in Jersey, you are cute in T-shirt, you are eye-catching in grey, YOU ARE CHARM  in every single cloth.

I was like omg, you are my ideal type but, It was disappointed I felt that you are playful after we get along together.You can speak honeyed words to any girls and make me scare of you.

So I started to keep away from you and had my "own life".

Once I started to know that you were wooing a senior from our school and I was like OMG.

She is such a beautiful lady and even girls will also admire her.

I can see your sincere from your every single action, what you do to her.You accompanied her to revision, you helped her to find a stick when she want to open her iphone.

I never saw you get on nerves until the time I told you she joined in a competition you don't know.

You just want to participate what she did and all her time.

After all, I just realized I misunderstood you for a long time. You are not playful at all and you dispel my perception that handsome guys equal to playful guys.

Seriously, I was guilty because I misunderstood you. We did not contact because we had "distance" between us. So I kept my feeling as you have your life, and same as me too.

Time tames strongest grief loll, 

Recently, I wonder when we starting our chat on sms and Line.

I have no idea but now we getting on very well together and we chat frequently.

Our relationships are not so fine actually, as when we come to understand more about others, I found that you're a miser. (not in terms of money but your mood). You always bully me and you enjoy with what you done. You are happier when I getting on nerves after you bullying me. 

That's fine, I still can accept. Afterwards, I found that you're bit bossy too. I can't believe you just splashed me with water when we were washing our hands, and yes, your expression was like you do this for granted.
Lastly, we get wet together because I splash you back.

Although you had exposed all your bad patterns, but you still has some merits.

You're gentle sometimes like feeds me when eating (too nausea) and combs my hair when it's messy. (yuckss) 

So far we are buddies now.  SHIT!!! I hate you!!

Sweet Day ♥

那天认识了一个非常让我崇拜的日本女生，她叫ako

Ako看起来外表甜美，没有霸气的脸蛋让人觉得很亲近。
这么可爱的女生，却有着非凡的勇气，独自背包旅行来到了马来西亚。
当然来马来西亚之前还去过越南、泰国等的国家。
她今年才二十岁，就已经到过八个国家旅行，跟我们这里的年轻人比起来，她的勇气绝对值得我们钦佩。

她真人很可爱，只是照相没那么漂亮，不过我就是喜欢这样的女生。
我本来想跟她拍多点照片，可是手机拍出来的像素没那么好
用了她相机拍，可是她没上传 哈哈哈，没关系，有这张就够了


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